S & I saw each other a few weeks ago, and, I asked if he could share his thoughts that I could post on my blog. He articulated his experience with me very well, which aligned with what my goals of service are. He told me that he has seen many escorts before but, eventually, it became redundant and predictable. He shared that he experienced some providers as being "fake" but he shared his appreciation for their efforts to make his experience enjoyable.
I found myself self-reflecting on why I do what I do. I definitely could never provide the services that other SWers offer as this would be detrimental to my mental and physical health. I can't imagine how challenging it must be for those providing a service only for financial means, which I am sure many people can relate to even outside of this industry. Providing top notch service each time is something I consistently do. Each person is different: some like their sessions with me to be the same each time, some like a little variety and others prefer to try something different.
S mentioned the "forbidden fruit" (referring to my lady bits and the inability and lack of opportunity to experience it in a way that is desired). We talked a little bit about how the fantasy of the chase is more exciting than obtaining the goal. Even when I am edging people, there is a deep level of desire that comes for the orgasm, without reaching it when they want it. It is the journey towards the goal in which I enjoy, building up the anticipation, experiencing the person's authentic reactions and having control over the level of pleasure I provide to the person laying on my table. It is empowering for me to know that I am having such a positive impact on the person's enjoyment of the moment, removing any anxiety of the future and depressive feelings of the past. Reminding the individual to be in the present moment with me with my sensual touch and clear their minds of anything that can reduce the feel good hormones and neurotransmitters rushing through their body. I love knowing that the person is fully submitting to me, putting their full trust in me to push their boundaries safely and feeling comfortable to challenge those feelings of doubt and silence those insecure voices in their head that preach lies. I also have a deep level of appreciation for those who show vulnerability and who are willing to push their limits.
As I mentioned, I enjoy what I do immensely. I am not enticed to ever push my boundaries beyond my level of comfort. As S mentioned, this may not be for everyone, which further leads to self-exploration. Thank you for those who put their trust in me and thank you S for sharing.
You can respond to mine or S's post or contribute your own thoughts through email at autumn.addison.massage@gmail.com.
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