Mr. America’s Response to Last Week’s Blog 💙

Last week, I posted a blog about my experience with Mr. America, titled, “Breathe Deep, Breathe Slow & Breathe Easy 🩵”, which you can read here. At the end of our share time together, I asked him to write up his own experience and thoughts about what transpired in his body.

He was so kind to send me the email below, which I screenshotted and omitted any discerning details from with his permission.

I find it so fascinating to read other peoples’ perspectives on their experiences within our shared time together, especially alongside a psychoanalysis of their bodily reactions to the intensity of orgasms. It grants me an insight to their thought process and, when I have permission to share and/or can help others feel as though they’re not alone, can even calm the nerves for some first-timers who are uncertain of what to expect and whether we will be a great fit. I’m certain that my writings about our times spent together is also therapeutic (and stimulating) for those experiences I’ve asked for permission to share and can be intriguing reliving it all over again from my point of view.

Like me, Mr. America also enjoys reflecting through writing and I thought it would be a beautiful opportunity for him to share anonymously and honestly. Here is Mr. America’s write up response from our first time meeting incorporating his own thoughts and feelings:

Mind-blowing does not begin to describe my experience with Autumn. Mind-altering-bliss-frenzied-neuroplasticity...if that were a word is how to best describe it.

I was so flattered to have Autumn feature my experience in her blog that I wanted to share it from my perspective. I live in the USA and travel to Canada often for work - I loved the nickname. Recently, my stress and anxiety have prompted me to search for ways to engage in better self-care. Full Body Sensual Massage piqued my interest and when I stumbled on Autumn's site, I just couldn't stop reading. I knew my upcoming trip would have lengthy, challenging meetings, so I booked way in advance to make sure we could meet.

I arrived super nervous. Autumn's gentle embrace and get-to-know-you friendly banter made me more comfortable. Autumn looked stunning. She reminded me a bit of the actress Annie Murphy. And I'm not saying that just because they're both Canadian - lol. As a male, when engaging with beautiful women, I've had to learn to focus my gaze on their eyes to prevent mine from wandering to their bodies. It was so hard to do that and I had to tell Autumn that I just couldn't stop staring through her lingerie. Her girlish giggle gave me permission to take her all in. I was getting hard just looking at her, so I had to 'cool down' a little with a shower, and then on with the massage.

What unfolded was a symphony of sensations. Face down, with Autumn's amazing breasts caressing my back, I kind of strained my neck to watch from the mirror on the wall. I think I'm a bit of a voyeur and this heightened my pleasure. I was so hard that the discomfort forced me to re-adjust and I lifted one leg, which opened my groin area. She tickled my balls which sent shivers up my spine to the base of my neck. A tantalizing tease of what was to come (cum? lol). After I flipped over, I experienced every curve of her body - a wonderland.

I've read about p-gasms and prostate massages, but I had no idea what was in store. Autumn's touch on my cock was sensual and exhilarating. As she sat on my chest, her bum facing me, I took it all in. Her delectable, sumptuous roundness taunting me to nibble or bite. I would never think of disrespecting her boundaries - but I did grab on a bit tightly which she seemed to like very much. I suddenly noticed one finger coaxing my asshole, while her other hand stroked me. I hesitated and probably recoiled initially. My own finger in the shower has been the only thing I've allowed inside me, but I'm on a journey of exploration, so... "let's explore!", I thought. I raised my knees a bit bringing my ankles closer to my bum, which was my non-verbal consent to invite her in. Whoa! There's a finger in my ass! From the new sensation and the pleasure I was experiencing, my heart raced and my breath started turning shallow and fast. In what felt like minutes, but was probably seconds, my hands began to tingle and my lips pursed. The waves of pleasure washed over me and I exploded. Wow! Just...Wow!

My throat dry from the rapid, shallow breathing, I asked for some water - I could barely speak. The tingling sensation in my hands was something I had only experienced during a panic attack. "What's wrong with me!?", I thought. In reality, my brain just couldn't process what was happening. Confused by my physical response, it triggered an autonomic response that mimicked a panic attack. At that moment, I tried to say something about calming myself down with a cool towel on the vagus nerve. Something I'd learned from my therapist. But my mind was still in awe from the orgasm and I could barely form the right words. Autumn was so responsive and gentle. Her judgment-free demeanor helped me recompose and focus on the moment.

I've read that after-care is important after a first-time sensual encounter like that one. I asked if we could cuddle. She obliged without a second thought. Her body against mine was so soothing. After a few minutes of just taking in the moment, she mentioned that she felt me get hard again during the orgasm (which she said was odd in a good way) and asked if I thought I could cum again. I think I'm incredibly lucky that at my age, I can sometimes cum twice in a short time, so I said we should try. The warm oil on her hands and her sensual stroking of my cock and balls just sent me. The explosion was so intense that I got it on her calf (and maybe on the wall!? - sorry Autumn!). I think I laughed from the blissful ecstasy.  

After some clean-up for both of us, we had a great intellectual conversation about the experience and thought about what we'd do differently next time. I hope I get to meet Autumn again soon and we can rewire more of my neural pathways. In the meantime, until we meet again, like the song says...I'll bite my lip, close my eyes, and fantasize about Autumn taking me away to paradise. Thank you for taking such amazing care of me. Autumn, you are truly one of a kind.

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